Well, does it feel THAT loong for all students to wait for their exam results? Mine won´t be out before march...and the last exam was around 29.1.14!
Ever since then I´ve been waiting, waiting...and trying to forget the wait by preaparing for the next semestre.
Sure, as a freshman, I´m constantly feeling like I´ve messed them up, looking at so many bright and brilliant people around me. But it´s waaaay diffrent then school. I get along with quite some people, I´m no weird outsider anymore...even if some people consider my hobbies as strange.
There is even other girls who like games, like my sort of best friend Nicole, this makes me really happy, since I´ve always been treaded like a weird oddball all my life before moving out. Things DO change, but can I STOP worring about stuff? I really wonder...*LOL*
By the way, I seriously love the song "I see fire" from the Hobbit Movie, it´s so calming, even if the pictures the lyrics give me are cruel. Feels like the poenix rising from itßs ashes...like me just now. After all, I feel pretty sure, that I did well to okay on 2 out of the first 3 exams...so I guess I was right, fighting for my new life for such a long time.
So, who ever has a hard time and is reading this: Things will be okay, as long as you don´t ever give up...even if you see fire, like on Ed Sheerans song.
Brother:~~My dear Friends:~~