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In the end, I didn´t have any spare time at all, but when I felt completely drained, I found out about the newest Mana game, called Rise of Mana.

It´s title theme is called "Believe in the spirit"
It kinda hit me like a hammer. IT´S so much like my own situation right now,  that spirit Kokia sings about in her song...please click on the YT-Link below and read the english translation of the Lyrics.

KOKIA - Believe in the spirit
 

Truth and lies shake my beliefs
I’m being tested now

Feel it, the power you possess inside you
It’s the mysterious power of mana, guiding to the future

Surely, my reasons for being here are proper
I’m starting to change from the time when I believed

Feel it, the power you possess inside you
It’s your own, guiding to the future

Where am I going? As I was wandering
inside light and shadow, there was the place I found
Feel it, the power you possess inside you
It’s your own, guiding to the future

I´m so glad, that my favorite game series will be back, even if it´s on mobile devices...it feels like its part of me, because I always loved this games music dearly. Even if being tired, sad, angry or feeling totallly powerless....the music and feel of this series alwys give me kind of a mental revival. Just what I need to get back on my feet it, so if you need a cheering up, please go and listen to it!



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DA-Family:

Husband:
:iconkakyou-kuzuki:

Daugther:
:iconpsyalera:

Brother:
:icondaswiener:


~~My dear Friends:~~

:iconrianq::iconnars::iconyashakawaii::iconcatyagami::icondea-89::icontammaro::iconremainaery::iconvilla-chinchilla::iconjakofalltrades19::iconmorimorii::iconscareybunny::icondesertfire::iconmontaguee::iconagaave::iconu-chi-ne::iconaska-chan::iconmortualia::iconslightly-spartan::iconskittlebittle::iconluca-seraphin::iconaycolen::iconnaitachhal::iconsaraty::iconcujiro:
  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aTXkC_zBdk
  • Reading: Star Cats
  • Watching: Mushi-Shi TV series 2
  • Playing: SMT I, Tiny Farm
  • Eating: breakfast at noon
  • Drinking: Green Tea
It´s weird, I messed up my frist exam(I think) but I somehow feel a little lighter than before on the inside, because my Dad is gone. Maybe my Mom finally get´s the kind of live she deserves. I wasn´t much of a help, even if the name she gave me means "the guardian", I wonder if she knew about this and was choosing it unknowingly, asking for help this way.

I remember I was always afraid that he will take her to the grave, being the totally a stubborn, hateful and arrogant person who believed, he was the navel of the world like he always was. I´ve never understood him and he never saw the real self of me. I knew that since the last visit, where all he told me to look after was "Talk less and finish your studies!".

But its finally over. I´ll still complete the Discorida series for my own reasons, because I need a vent for my frustration about him, because I choose to be a good person and not showing him this rage on the inside as last image of this world he ever saw. Semestre holidays are coming up soon, so after his funreal I´ll have finally time for myself.

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DA-Family:

Husband:
:iconkakyou-kuzuki:

Daugther:
:iconpsyalera:

Brother:
:icondaswiener:


~~My dear Friends:~~

:iconrianq::iconnars::iconyashakawaii::iconcatyagami::icondea-89::icontammaro::iconremainaery::iconvilla-chinchilla::iconjakofalltrades19::iconmorimorii::iconscareybunny::icondesertfire::iconmontaguee::iconagaave::iconu-chi-ne::iconaska-chan::iconmortualia::iconslightly-spartan::iconskittlebittle::iconluca-seraphin::iconaycolen::iconnaitachhal::iconsaraty::iconcujiro:
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYgBoJRi9uk
  • Reading: Star Cats
  • Watching: Mushi-Shi TV series 2
  • Playing: Hatoful Boyfriend
  • Eating: breakfast at noon
  • Drinking: Green Tea

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In the end, I didn´t have any spare time at all, but when I felt completely drained, I found out about the newest Mana game, called Rise of Mana.

It´s title theme is called "Believe in the spirit"
It kinda hit me like a hammer. IT´S so much like my own situation right now,  that spirit Kokia sings about in her song...please click on the YT-Link below and read the english translation of the Lyrics.

KOKIA - Believe in the spirit
 

Truth and lies shake my beliefs
I’m being tested now

Feel it, the power you possess inside you
It’s the mysterious power of mana, guiding to the future

Surely, my reasons for being here are proper
I’m starting to change from the time when I believed

Feel it, the power you possess inside you
It’s your own, guiding to the future

Where am I going? As I was wandering
inside light and shadow, there was the place I found
Feel it, the power you possess inside you
It’s your own, guiding to the future

I´m so glad, that my favorite game series will be back, even if it´s on mobile devices...it feels like its part of me, because I always loved this games music dearly. Even if being tired, sad, angry or feeling totallly powerless....the music and feel of this series alwys give me kind of a mental revival. Just what I need to get back on my feet it, so if you need a cheering up, please go and listen to it!



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DA-Family:

Husband:
:iconkakyou-kuzuki:

Daugther:
:iconpsyalera:

Brother:
:icondaswiener:


~~My dear Friends:~~

:iconrianq::iconnars::iconyashakawaii::iconcatyagami::icondea-89::icontammaro::iconremainaery::iconvilla-chinchilla::iconjakofalltrades19::iconmorimorii::iconscareybunny::icondesertfire::iconmontaguee::iconagaave::iconu-chi-ne::iconaska-chan::iconmortualia::iconslightly-spartan::iconskittlebittle::iconluca-seraphin::iconaycolen::iconnaitachhal::iconsaraty::iconcujiro:
  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aTXkC_zBdk
  • Reading: Star Cats
  • Watching: Mushi-Shi TV series 2
  • Playing: SMT I, Tiny Farm
  • Eating: breakfast at noon
  • Drinking: Green Tea

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AshuraG
...the mysterious one!
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Don´t scold me, I´m rough enough on myself already...but I like constructive comments, I can learn from!

Current Residence: Inside my head, the garden and my beloved persons heart
Favourite genre of music: metal,classic,Anime sounds
Favourite style of art: mangastyle
Favourite cartoon character: Ashura(RG Veda),Mink(Dragon Half)
Personal Quote: "Uuhhm..eh?!"

About Me:

Left-handed by MagdaMiloGhost Stories Stamp by PockaruPainfully Insecure Stamp by Mirz123Taurus 2 by SquallxZell-Leonhart'Notes make me feel special' stamp by SynfullI can wiggle my ears by pjukart helps me relax stamp by wol4ica-stockAnime Is Art by sambeesManga-Stamp by Dea-89:thumb145660277:Why I boycotted fandoms. by lostforeveragain:thumb324184469:I Support the EARTH by elicoronel16Fun not fame... by prosaixNever enough sleep by prosaixBooks over all by PixieRiotDA Stamp - Roleplay Addict 01 by tppgraphicsAnimal lover. by Monster-BoarI am a DAYDREAMER Stamp by KisumiKitsuneVideogame Stamp by Etomo

I Love this Stuff!

Videogames:

Loom Stamp by RyathkimSecret of Mana: Stamp by HathorikLoM: Stamp by SchreiendSMT Fan Stamp by Finalzidane-XStamp: Okami 2 by senshuu4 Heroes of Light Stamp by Innocentfate:thumb164786638:Harvest Moon Fan by ClefairyKidBaroque Stamp by KureiNekoGrowlanser Stamp by SweetDukeDisgaea stamp by SupremeSonrioOlive Stamp 22 by XO-WIELANT-OXMuramasa Stamp by BBQCORNEndless Ocean Stamp by XantoZ'I love NiGHTS' stamp by raikoufighterOdin Sphere Stamp by Slovman

Music:

Schandmaul-Stamp by Miss-Nici.x japan stamp. by morphinQueen Stamp by poserfanNightwish by o-BlueMoon-o

Movies:

The Dark Crystal by Yahulinightmare before christmas by Girl-just-let-go-200The Last Unicorn Stamp by poserfanPan's Labyrinth stamp by HappyStamp

Tradingcard Games:

Magic - Green Mana Stamp by reggiewolfproMagic - White Mana Stamp by reggiewolfproMagic - Black Mana Stamp by reggiewolfproMagic - Blue Mana Stamp by reggiewolfpro

General stuff:

The Four Seasons by ClefairyKidStamp: I love cats by jelloweenAfternoon Tea Love by GasaraI love the Night by LadyQuintessenceNature Stamp by SparklyDestI love sweets by Lizzie-DoodleIchigo Daifuku Stamp by QuoliaI +heart+ Eyes by NamyiSkitty Love Stamp by SquirtleStampsFantasy by ashestoI love Apples by LadyQuintessenceSteampunk Stamp by TumblingTortoises
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The-Last-Phantom Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  New member Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the Watch!!!
:D
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The-Last-Phantom Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  New member Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the Llama!!!
:D
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pablapicassa Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
MERCI ^-^
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AshuraG Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I always had a weakness for stained-glass works, since I´ve been growing up in an old-fashioned town with many handicrafts. One big part is the ecclesiastical art. That means statures of the saints, Maria, altars and.... those huge stained-glass windows for churches.

I was told that my fancy for stained-glass windows and Tiffany lamps is quite unusal for my age, but looking at this background, it isn´t I guess. That´s why I´m so happy seeing such beautieful windows. :D
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pablapicassa Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi, thanks for your interest in stained glass art. One day for sure, you will have the chance to try and see how working with glass is rewarding because of the dimension you can add to your art "the light"....and be hooked like me. You don't have to do church windows with all saints in stained glass.....do art with expression of your heart. Have a good time ! ^-^
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AshuraG Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that. Its just that I got hooked on it that way XD

Yeah, the light is sure diffrent with stained glass arts...I wish I could have some windos like that in my future dream-house! I love the sunrise or evening sun playing with the colours in such windows. I remember going to some churches and stick around there during that times in my old hometown just for that reason in a trance and blissful state(would have proably needed a whole buch of oxes to get me away from it, during my "awww...so beautieful!*v*"-Mode). Sure, I was raised as roman-catholic person, but I am not that faithul to god. I rather want to see what people feel and art is a great way for doing that, where words might fail to convey the message properly.

There was a time in which I´ve spoken less then 3 words in weeks or months...that´s when I discovered that art can be sort of a "language" too, that doesn´t have limitations like grammar or pronounching rules.
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Aenea-Jones Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
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AshuraG Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No, you really earned it!^^
 your work is awesome!
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terrymcdonald1975 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the Llama. :) 
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Misty-Lane Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much. :)
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